I finally found my inner peace again.
My cousin brought me to a very special place with very special people.
Somehow, talking to them brought everything back in order. I feel balanced again. Life is a river, I forgot how to float on it, instead I tried to stay at one point and that can never end well.
I feel healed, I feel whole again, like I got something back I was missing deep in my soul. I can see so much more now, feel so much more now.
No, they didn't give me drugs, I'm not high xD
I don't hold grudges, it's a waste of time.
Who wants to be a part of my life is very welcome to be it, no matter what happened in the past. Who wants to walk away from me can do so. In the end it's their loss and not mine.
I want to say, how grateful I am. For everyone in my life. I'm grateful for everyone who cares. I'm grateful for everyone who stays at my side. Thank you for your patience, for your trust and for your friendship.
Thank you for being there, for caring, for making me smile.
You can't imagine how much it really means to me. You all give me so so much and all I can hope for is being someone who's worth it.
There is someone with whom I have kinda... a difficult past, let's put it like this. But we managed to talk and agreed on trying to rebuild our friendship. It makes me incredibly happy.
I don't believe in this "destroyed forever" shit. I strongly and truly believe, everything that's broken or damaged can be fixed again with a bit hard work, with honesty and the courage to make a first move.
This is called hope and hope will accompany me forever. There's always a tomorrow. If you don't succeed today, wait for tomorrow and try again. You WILL succeed, when the time is right.
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