Sunday, October 4, 2020

10/04/2020

Life is a funny thing.
Feelings even more. Just some days ago I was nothing but hurt and grieving about lost people. And today? I'm fully ready to move past it, to go forward. I knew it would only take some time to get over it.

Oh, I'm still emotionally bound to ONE from back then but since he doesn't talk to me anymore, I'll be over it in no time. He only shows me with this that he never truly cared about me. If he had, he wouldn't have let me go that easily. He would've listened and valued me and my opinion more.

I know you read this, so I tell you this:
Despite everything that happened, I'm still open to talk. I know we both think, things were handled in a pretty shitty way and I really think we still can talk it out.
We could talk everything out, so I see no reason it couldn't work this time too. But it's up to you. If you're ready to, you know where to find me.


Am I crazy to still think it might work out? Maybe. But that's just the way I am. I'm the fixing type of person, HE should know that best.
So that's my offer. If he takes it? I don't know, but as we all know, hope dies last, even more when it's about me. I just never give up hope

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